Got it on my mind Heavy on my heart f**in' with my soul Tryna not to get bought I swear I got a lot on my mind It's gettin' kinda heavy on my heart I swear this sh** is f**in' with my soul n***a tryna not to get bought I just had a dream gettin' rich So my momma won't pour no more, no more, no more It's a couple n***as I was with from the f**in' front porch Switched up, we don't roll no more All I wanna be is alive I know a lot of n***as had to die Couple n***as doin' time Tryna take it all in stride Tryna not to lose control Tryna keep a n***a mind right, right, right She like "wa**up for the night" I'm like "I'm drinkin' and smokin' like usual" And she like "we f**in' tonight?" I'm like "just hit me up, come through like usual" Girl tell me what it feels like Yeah, tell me am I livin' real life Make me feel good, make me feel real right Gettin' high like this is my life Yeah, tell me what it feels like Ay, tell me am I livin' real life Feeling so good, give a n***a chills, right Gettin' high like this is my life Just close your eyes, you'll make it better You'll never get your sh** together You probably be like this forever Know you need these pain k**ers These pain k**ers, know you need these pain k**ers k**ers Swear I got a lot on my mind sh** is layin' heavy on my heart But n***as steady f**in' with the hoes A n***a just bought another watch, yeah Her p**y's so overrated, yeah But it feels good when I'm faded Goin' through motions and changes Sippin' this potion, it's dangerous All she wanna feel is alive But the way she livin' is a lie She just tryna take it all in stride Tryin' not to lose control Tryin' not to lose her mind, right, right She like "wa**up for the night" I'm like "I'm drinkin' and smokin' like usual" And she like "we f**in' tonight?" I'm like "just hit me up, come through like usual" Girl tell me what it feels like Yeah, tell me am I livin' real life Make me feel good, make me feel real right Gettin' high like this is my life Yeah, tell me what it feels like Ay, tell me am I livin' real life Feels so good, give a n***a chills, right Gettin' high like this is my life Just close your eyes, you'll make it better You'll never get your sh** together You probably be like this forever Know you need these pain k**ers These pain k**ers, know these pain k**ers k**ers Girl tell me what it feels like Yeah, tell me am I livin' real life Make me feel good, make me feel real right Gettin' high like this is my life Yeah, tell me what it feels like Ay, tell me am I livin' real life Feels so good, give a n***a chills, right Gettin' high like this is my life Just close your eyes, you'll make it better You'll never get your sh** together You probably be like this forever Know you need these pain k**ers These pain k**ers, know these pain k**ers k**ers, know you need these pain k**ers