Trembling Blue Stars - I No Longer Know Anything lyrics

Do I only think what I did Was a stupid thing because I did not get what I wanted Or would it have been no matter what? What if something had happened? Would I still have fallen apart? What if? Would you have pushed her right out of my heart? Is there something I don't want to face? Might it not have been seen a mistake? What if something had happened? And this is not to say that you were Anything but without blame But was I always going to lose her If not over you then another face? I know I missed the beginning But isn't that only to be Expected I no longer know anything I no longer know anything Is there something I don't want to face Was it over anyway? Does she cast such a shadow Because she hasn't been followed yet? Would she do so If someone walked in her footsteps? Am I right to feel such regret? Is there something I don't want to face Could she easily be betrayed So easily be betrayed?