Trae Tha Truth - Still My n***a lyrics

Yeah* God bless the dead [Hook: ~R Kelly~] Even tho you gone you will always be my n***a Yeah we made it home I'm still missing you my n***a I'm feeling like the time it was wrong my n***a Do your shilling down saying carry on my n***a Sometimes my light skin get long my n***a Sometimes I feel God did me wrong my n***a So I had to write a song my n***a Just to let you know that'cha still my n***a [Chorus:] I wish, I wish, I wish (woah why) I wish, I wish, I wish (still my n***a) I wish, I wish, I wish (woah why) I wish, I wish, I wish (still my n***a) I wish, I wish, I wish (woah why) I wish, I wish, I wish (still my n***a) I wish, I wish, I wish (woah why) I wish, I wish, I wish [Verse 1:] What's been up with'cha homie, I know it's been a minute I'm going through it thinking how the f** it ever ended I'm feeling like it wouldn't meant for them to come and get'cha Damn it goin be hard to expect it knowing I wouldn't with'cha (f**) I only pray that'chu in heaven I'm going through hell It ain't easy fighting with pain when you know I'm so well Sometimes I wish I can see you and just talk Grab my kicks and giva f** where we going and just walk But instead it's like I'm all alone, everything going wrong This sh** got me confused, like were the f** is home I spend my nice away in places where I don't belong Today I got the right to hurt I'm sick of being strong Memories of me and you left me in touch with anger Now me and my smile look at each other like we total strangers It's like I'm running on emotion covered up with pride The day you left the day that something inside of me died [Hook] [Chorus] [Verse 2:] A couple hours on my knees praying heavy til I fall asleep Struggling to live still I'm trying seven days a week Looking at this picture of you only got me stressing hard Tho I know it's wrong I feel like who am I to question God (who am I) I only wish that I can bring you back my n***a You kept it real so I'm a do just that my n***a Today I'm here but nothing guarantee the latest sh** I just got on the news and seen they just murdered the homie Gatta They say the time here wounds in the hands of life Mine a came and when I feeling like I missed it twice I know we sacrifice but why you had to pay the price Homie it was me and you but now it's me and rainy nights And when I die it's where we pick up You more than a brother don't ever once think I would switch up I'm feel like I'm nothing but yet I stand when other n***as out here thanking I knew it when half ain't shown up at'cha way And nothing real about [Hook] [Chorus]