​tpk - Why Did I Care? lyrics

[Intro] Yeah I have to ask this question to myself... Why do I care about things? I wish to be a robot so I didn't have to care about things But then I do care and I'm scared... For myself... Yeah I'm only human man... Yo... [Verse] Emotion, it's a part of the brain What I feel right now is strained Because I became a slave to them And I've driven away almost all of my real friends I don't know if I have natural talent So therefore I have to be valient And figure out what's truly fake or real I don't even know what I'm supposed to feel Is it hate, or is it sadness? Or is it happiness or is it madness? There are many emotions I don't even understand So why am I a part of it's master plan? The universe won't let me die... So the best I can do is try... To realize my purpose in life Even though my purpose just ain't right I'm white, I have an ugly face People call me a motherf**ing disgrace But I'm supposed to rap, because I love this sh** My brain doesn't allow me to never exist So therefore I must persist... And I need to learn how to resist The emotions inside of me... Maybe I need a metalic body... Because metalic bodies can't feel anything The nerve endings I must destroy Because this sh**, I can't toy around with any longer Why did I care? Because the emotions I felt were strong? Man, conclusion is foregone... About to do sh** that I never even did before Because I know what the f** I got in store... But you don't, because you won't... Face yourself in the mirror, try to figure out how the f** you are? Real or fake? I don't know what the f** it is igrate Don't even know what the f** I'm supposed to say Because man, this game I can't play anymore But I have to keep playing... The controller is in my hands and my hands are staying