tpk - Autism lyrics
[Intro] Autism... Who knows what causes it... Is it something that you're born with... Or is it something that's injected inside of you... It's the only game I know how to play It's the only game I know how to play... It's the only game I know how to play! It's the only game I know how to play [Verse 1] I constantly stem the back of my head I instantly regret words, that I said Because I have a poor choice, of words My speech impediment is absurd I can't speak words properly... I can't understand social cues that everybody can see... So what the f** can I do? Why the f** do people think I'm supposed to be through? I pace around a room They pave me in a motherf**ing tomb And I escape because of my smarts Not because I have a lot of heart Being autistic is hard, you can't even understand Why people don't give a damn... About you; and why the wrong people give a damn about you... You don't even have a motherf**ing clue... About what the f** goes on... Why your mind ain't f**ing strong Why you make bad decisions all the time? Because autism affects your mind Your social perception is screwed... And you keep on doing weird things that people won't like you And you get appalling Because your so self-focused and appaling You're a dick inside Can't really know how the f** you gonna provide Your life, when you keep being an a**hole Cla**hole, they don't even motherf**ing know... What I had to deal with in the past... Motherf**er I make this sh** last... Try to repair relationships... Some of them work, some of them never work b**h Yeah... [Chorus] Only game I know how to play Only game I know how to play! Only game I know how to play Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait... f** that [Verse 3] Man, I don't play no games I'm not in it to provide pain I'm here to rearrange... Like Obama providing change You can check my mental history if you want Because the autism there is so blunt I just want to be normal Because the autism prevents me from being formal I don't even know how to f** to deal with this When people discriminatory as sh** f**ing bring me down... Make me wanna k** myself all around... If I die, then I'm bringing you two with me Because, you don't even see... Anything at all with the people... Who struggle with this... 24 hours a day, 7 days a week b**h [Outro] Yeah. Motherf**er... I got the autism And it's real as f** You don't understand... Well f** you And f** you too Yeah... Next time you see an austistic man, give sympathy for the man because he's just struggling god damn I'm out