Toxic Mutation - Lonely lyrics

Laying in bed, all day. Nothing to do, nothing to say. I honestly, don't feel like myself. I feel like a fake, oh well. You know I'm lonely, lonely yeah. You know I'm boring, boring yeah. I am lonely, I know I am. Yeah, oh yeah, YOU KNOW I AM! I'M A LONER! It still remains, unchanged. Why can't I get a break. I can't get away from this place. I have no choice but to stay. You know I'm phony, phony yeah. I'm just get exploring all I can. Yeah, oh yeah, I'm so crammed. I am boring, YOU KNOW I AM! I'M A LONER! Is this what I'm here for? Staring at the floor. Waiting here, at your door. I know I am a bore. This is why I'm to shy. Messaging you until midnight. I know that you're annoyed. I am lonely, I have no choice. Are you really that mean? Is this reality? I love you and you hate me. Can somebody please tell me?