Toxic Mutation - The Ballad of Pain lyrics

Listen to my ballad of pain, again Murder me, my dead friend What do I do if I'm missing a screw Leave me dead, I know you want to me to die I'll wait until the end of the week I'm beginning to turn into a creep The secrets you've spoke have been leaked Don't try to hide them from me I know you're dating her, and it hurts me I know you're f**ing her, and it hurts me You don't care if I cry, and that fact hurts me You stole the love of my life, and it really, hurts me I thought you were my friend But that was all pretend Now my love you defend Sad to see our friendship end I woke up with a smile Last time I felt like this, it's been awhile I got through the dark day To see my love get token away This is not the way it was planned Maybe I should try to end my life again 10:00 at night did not eat Can you see what you're doing to me? I've been quiet so long There's no point in staying strong I grabbed the knife with a grin This was my final sin I thought I was in vein But let me explain So you can hear my Ballad of pain I want you to cut me I want you to attack me I want you to f** me I want you to traumatize me I want you to murder me I want you to slaughter me I want you to k** me I want you to hurt me I want you to fill me with pain I loved you, I loved, I loved you, I LOVED YOU!