(Father David:) "Father Joseph, what's going on? What's the matter with you? (Father Joseph:) "I can't stand living in this chaos anymore!" (Father David:) "What do you mean?" (Father Joseph:) "I need to confess..." (Father David:) "Father Joseph, just tell me what happened to you and then God will wash you sins away... Don't worry brother. The holy church will keep this matter as a secret... I promise you..." Legions of demons tormenting my head Screaming and shouting in a living nightmare Restless pain and depression Hear me crying disturbed in Questions Obsessions Preaching false confessions I can fell the consequences of my actions Choices come to grieve Feeding a false belief I'm stagnant, stiff Violation of sacred convictions In the name of profane blasphemy Satisfy my secret desire I feel my body burns in Fire And higher I'm a live wire Shadows ruling me in my black desire Monster is my name Deep inside insane My life was a terrible mistake Lost... and poor. In the dark... so cruel Living in disgrace... I feel All my life... stands still Man behind the mask Secrets about my libertine past Revealing behind that innocent mask Rites of pure depravity Of a righteous soul being dissolved in Lechery Carnality Double personality Like Jackyl and Hyde, I'm a tragic fatality Faith left behind What's happening to my mind? Sick desires make me blind Lost... and poor. In the dark... so cruel Living in disgrace... I feel All my life... stands still Lost poor dark cruel Lost... Sickly desires make me blind Poor... What's happening to my mind? Dark... Faith thrown onto the f**ing ground Cruel Where is the sacred truth? "Kneel down before the Holy Christ and He will forgive all your sins..."