Tormance - Daily lyrics

I'm not thinking the same as I was I lost my mind I can barely remember where I'm from, but I'd say My true self is coming back in a big way And now I know the way I was livin was a bit lame And so I'm seeing how hate and praise are the same That they really aren't joking when they say this sh**'s a game They knew how to make me play and make it hard to walk away Stayed brainwashed instead of change I'd only ever pray they Got me obsessed with sh** that isn't made to move me forward Like doing d** with skinny who*es, make some bullsh** and win awards Instead of being a doctor make verbal intercourse They hid from me the truth of the source with glitz and glam It's a sham, gotta make the minds expand Make a plan and lend a hand to let the people understand Reflection and shadow, show perception is shallow Now though procession of my soul and your is truly the goal I'm still dealing with cash flow and bad blow But I did that on the daily so I know how that goes Lead a life full of attachment you could say I was askin To never be revealed the one whose glory I should bask in Instead of withdrawal I'm going through a metamorphosis My soul's been on the move ever since I met a sorceress Importing importance into my days Bar raised from searching for any way to get paid Make excuses lamer reasons than persuasive essays Sleeping at the wheel and not seeing I strayed Play it like it didn't happen do it again anyway You're basically listening to what the dead say A product of society, judged by how you dress And now I'm mostly focused on my breath, and I've noticed that I'm Content with less, entranced by d**h But I need to get rid of that every day up a step Catholic turned atheist, turned student turned light being Filled with the joy of a geezer born blind seeing I'm feeling free no one can get their hands on me Wanna be more than I am and what I plan to be Oh to be immersed in god Heaven abound a love burst in a haze Pressure of prayer I suppose I could be wrong I've let myself become a slave And I'm ashamed it took so long to learn I don't own my f**ing name But shame is something I still gotta drop yes Fear hate anger and all the other variants Are getting tossed along with all the sh** that I was carrying It's scary how I thought the air I breathed was barely anything Compared to where the money I worried about was sending me Fret and sweat about enemies and what they know But now we're friends we made amends and now I do love these hoes Used to be the guy who would lie to provide insight Didn't realize I was unqualified cuz I couldn't see inside It isn't cid that's making my mind slippery this time I'm trippin off how I even made it out alive These days make and take the time to clear mind Thank you God I can finally say I cleared mine