Tori Amos - Strange lyrics

strange thought i knew you well thought i had read the sky thought i had read a change in your eyes to strange woke up to a world that i am not a part except when i can play it's stranger after all what were you really looking for and i wonder when will i learn blue isn't red everybody knows this and i wonder when will i learn when will i learn guess i was in deeper than i thought i was if i have enough love for the both of us "just stay" you said "we'll build a nest" so i left my life tried on your friends tried on your opinions. so when the bridges froze and you did not come home i put our snowflake under a microscope after all what was i really looking for and i wonder when will i learn maybe my wish knew better than i did and i wonder so strange now i'm finally in the party has begun it's not like i can't feel you still but strange what i will leave behind you call me one more time but now i must be leaving