Topi - Real Friends (Remix) lyrics

[Hook (x2):] Real Friends Real Friends How Many Of Us How Many Love Us [Verse 1:] Cuz I feel a dying breed Humanity is insanity So I'm tryna plead Innocence In a sense I'm bringing change like a nuisance People tryna tell me how to live Give me they 2 cents But I've been alone so long I treat my room like a psych ward To stay strong I lean on my words No friends to lean on Momma thinks I'm depressed Sadly she isn't wrong She's right I write songs in a Hope to prolong My sanity A slave to vanity I was made That's why I'm stressing out How to get paid That's why I'm scared to lose friends All of mine fade Faded memories with some people I won't forget But emotionally speaking These are ones I might regret They say I switched up Because a vision It's simple math Division between us is a decision The people closest to me They making a choice It's me, my Mac, my mic and my voice Y'all weren't there when these girls said I wasn't their type 5 years Only spoke to my daddy on skype Mentally disturbed Spiritually evoked Low on stocks So I'm never stoked Busted like an egg shell Fried like yolks I only ever smile Cuz I'm cracked like jokes Sorry I gotta vent Cuz the effort that I've spent Holding onto fake friends Is starting to leave a dent I mean look I'm here spending All this time depending On people and even lending My heart but they all pretending Not name dropping But I took a 40 minute trip When you called past midnight Cuz you wanted to dip I gave you that ride home Cuz you didn't have a whip Months later, when I hit you up You say who is this.. What? [Hook (x2):] Real Friends Real Friends How Many Of Us How Many Love Us I feel like I'm drowning In the deep end Pool of emotions And I'm deep in [Verse 2:] These days ya boy keeps it all in him They say I promise I don't bite But it's all venom Look at the soul of a man What has control of a man I Been soul seeking Climbing heights But I'm not peaking Asking who has my back Who's plotting a sneak attack My spirit is waging war I feel like I'm in Iraq Dodging bullets Pull the trigger with my tongue Getting on my nerves Infected by the words that stung It all rings a bell now One that never rung No strings attached Til you realize you got strung Strung along Is how I feel So I'm trippin I'll reveal Why I'm skippin Every meal And dippin Behind the wheel Maybe flipping For a deal Sipping To conceal Police tipping To appeal And zipping Up what I seal Maybe that's the key Whatchu want from me? Pride kicking in Hard not to sin And I always been Outside lookin in Must be nice to have a squad It's just me, myself and God... It's just me, myself and God... It's just me, myself and God... *TEDx Talks- John Cacioppo*