Tony Rich - Gra** Is Green lyrics

Said I'll be down in the city, walking around looking for someone to be my victim, to lay my troubles on maybe a leader, someone that will teach me the ways of the road, the way to survive this hellhole when the gra** is green when the gra** is green, i'll be swimming in a zone i just can't be alone, cause I'm afraid of me and ain't nobody here when i'm going through i can't trust what i'll do to me, cause I have lonely dreams when your gra** is green down on the river contemplating, maybe suicide or maybe i'll take somebody elses life i didn't touch your purse for fun, i had a gun i needed the funds so don't you condemn me, if you done know me cause I'll be fiendin when your gra** is green when the gra** is green, i'll be swimming in a zone i just can't be alone, cause I'm afraid of me and ain't nobody here when i'm going through i can't trust what i'll do to me, cause I have lonely dreams when your gra** is green said I'll be down in the gutter, lookin for food lookin for mental satisfaction and physical reaction cause ain't no fairy in these tales it's bout takin what you want and makin bail and hopin your momma loves you still cause this gra** ain't nothin but a mirror (2x) when the gra** is green, i'll be swimming in a zone i just can't be alone, cause I'm afraid of me well, well, well and ain't nobody here when i'm going through i can't trust what i'll do to me, cause I have lonely dreams when your gra** is green