Tom Misch - Retrograde lyrics

[Produced by Tom Misch] [Verse 1] Tired of running Mind steady running tick tock the time steady running So exhausted I find that I want to take it slow Trynna save my soul from my egos hold No letting go like it caught a prey I just pray, I can get this weight up off my brain Always getting blazed crossing different strains Made a promise to myself that I'd refrain For at least 365 days trynna find my way Lost up in this maze, caught up in my ways Everybody born know they gotta make mistakes My subconscious steady warning me I gotta feel the pain if I ever want the gains Life is full of test and its pouring when it rains Finding bigger treasures than the fortune and the fame Am I really chasing dreams or the happiness they bring Going out in public just to practice being sane Then Im back up in the lab, mac up in my lap Got my pen and pad, master of my craft Mind be running wild let my madness out on tracks Let me snap! I said n***a let me snap Walking down my path trynna get these demons off my back [Hook] So Im shaking 'em off I be shaking 'em off I be shaking 'em off I be shaking 'em off The same back I be praying for my angels to watch The same back my team on headed straight for the top Headed straight for the top Headed straight for the top Headed straight for the top Headed straight for the top No room for these demons so Im shaking 'em off I be praying for my angels to watch, me [Verse 2] Words flowing like the stream, I need cleansing Urges tell me that I need p**y need riches Higher self says I need wisdom need temperance Team tell me that we need hits so keep k**ing Im conflicted, grades slippin now my mom and pops tripping I know Im blessed to live this life that Im living But lately my mind spinning busy dealing with my own problems Always folks who would k** to have your problems But give me some inner peace and I'll help with the globes problems Winning with my team hope the money ain't more problems, sh** But running and ain't gone solve them Time for me to face them no time for being complacent Time to make some changes no time for me to being playing Time to see my name as a topic of conversation Time to get my weight up start popping around the nation Time for me to take what the f** is mine for the taking Im out...