I don't recognize myself I look like someone else in the mirror I know what I did was wrong I was just playing along trying to see clearer I know what I want is you But you never wanted to be with me So I went for someone I knew would stay with me tonight and make me happy Oh this life is quite absurd We live to hurt and to be hurt There is nothing I could say That could take your pain away and I'm sorry But you know I can't regret To have done something like that it's not easy Am I such an a**hole to Be doing what I want to do with no doubt I am curious just like you Thinking if I only knew what love is all about Oh this life is quite absurd We live to hurt and to be hurt Help me help me I am turning into stone Help me help me No one likes to be alone Help me help me I am turning into stone Help me help me Don't you leave me here Don't you leave me here alone