Tom Dice - A Soldier For His Country lyrics

I still don't know who I am The only thing I know is that my name is Sam And I wonder where I lived I remember a soldier and he's giving me a gift And I'm bleeding I lay down in a hole all alone, without a meaning And I suffer Yet I'm still alive and I have nothing more to offer Oh, I'm not scared, I am ready I release myself Oh, I'm not scared, I am ready I release myself Shooting people, that's my duty I almost k**ed myself completely in fury And I'm not made for this The war is almost over, there's a light in the darkness I feel guilty My family is standing, when it's over, I've been lonely I shoot a bullet through my head My pain will be over, and I'll be dead Oh, I'm not scared, I am ready I release myself Oh, I'm not scared, I am ready I release myself Oh, I'm not scared, I am ready I shoot myself Oh, I'm not scared, I am ready I shoot myself