[Verse 1] If i didn't have rap i'd of drank for than i did Have no hopes in life just college thats it Be drinking everyday may take sh** Like Heroine Methampetamines Cocaine and Ketamine Litrally have everything no care for the world Be getting with Heskeths getting dieseases from girls Cuts made by blades the size of your gob When you intentionally have to give me one Rappers must think does Diesel take it serious Yes course i do are you being serious? Wrote songs everyday my pa**ion is strong Giving me a will to win to become number one I'm never going to work i ain't educated I failed Fuctional Sk** so i might aswell Have a plan to make it and i will Ill cave in till i die pa**ion is my best sk** [Girl Hook] The dark nights and coldness that follows I can't help but think about tomorrow When the lime light shines on me And ill get my chance to break free 2x [Verse 2] Next time you call me a wannabe rapper Think back to my background when i wernt a rapper Hated school thats why i didn't have a GCSE Had to stay on for me to obtain Them f** that i hated Abbots lea f** off Ms Margrete look at your face A past relationship dug me deep Drank more than i did and it got extreme A friend ratted me because of envy He ruined me and Sarah and chats sh** about me To others.. then they'd look away from me After that i felt more than empty Grandad and nan dying around then One i didn't see one i loved the best Despite my problums i can cope now Rap makes me alive i can never knock down [Girl Hook] The dark nights and coldness that follows I can't help but think about tomorrow When the lime light shines on me And ill get my chance to break free 2x [Verse 3] I'm in rap for everything i possably want Respect.. because the rtespect is gone Money to live abit of better life Get parents better presents instead of sh**e In it for the music because i didfrom the start I got into Eminem 50 Cent then half Of the gangster rap such as NWA Then got into real sh** like Jam Master Jay Jam to half of the greatest rappers And i'm in it to change rap what even happened I need to produce the real art Auto-tune and Chris Brown is aload of my arse But i plan to do this like a warrior Not sell my soul and be like one of them Its impossable but i have to try Theres always that one pecent that hides [Girl Hook] Girl Hook The dark nights and coldness that follows I can't help but think about tomorrow When the lime light shines on me And ill get my chance to break free 2x