Tj Starr - Ill Minded lyrics

Verse 1 Experience is a nuisence I'm use to this sh** With being abusive and having 200 units Less lays wet days as my brain plays a twist In ways I'm abit insane.. Ill Mindedness People won't realise till I'm sober and like this Needing a fix bleeding with things needing a spliff Of hashish as my speech is elite with spits Let me explain why I say I'm deranged let's sit Autistic kid thinking of listing words and linguistics Freestyling wild with vile and violent lyrics Rhyming piles of syllables going miles over the limit A level levitating 80 fireballs in meditation Making pavements break.. Ain't using heavy metal Brain waves blow away 10 rows of cattle I'm done telling you I only need to say With complex ways of rhyming anyway (Hook) Ill Minded a mind of mine that's sick Time by time I grow slightly insane with it Then I become more powerful just like super sonic Then one day ill be a lyrical profit 2x Verse 2 A person thinks of me as a normal guy I'm more the type of psychotic you won't realise That half of my knowledge is out of space Different way of thinking no one has this trait Been drinking a year having spirits Relaxes my mind that's why I'm stupid In your opinion need some form of numbness If you drank the same as me you'd display dumbness The thing that triggered madness is not achiving Parents rented a terrace they wernt rich you see And Abbots Lea reckon they can piss anyway my qualifications College is better anyway in many places I'm sorry I'm a prick nan and sorry mum and dad And sorry Stee I'm just another twat But I can't be here the reason I'm like this Is the world's againced me like Scott Pilgrim (Hook) Ill Minded a mind of mine that's sick Time by time I grow slightly insane with it Then I become more powerful just like super sonic Then one day ill be a lyrical profit 2x Verse 3 Broke up with someone a friend was rat to me A space of 8 months I've had plenty Of darkness and this drinking doesn't help A cycle spirals a portal to hell Mum crys the way I'm destroying myself Mental healths low just like my wealth People are really bringing me down as a rapper then they're other problums aswell But I stay and fight in life go and k** me like Triff But my mind inside is like a fire egnite A blaze inside and sometimes I attempt suicide But I realise I'm needed I remember a time I fell in a can*l and was gaining hypothermia But I survived most likely to die there but Then it made me think I'm worth something So I plan to recover and f** with these nothing Haters making bad places for me Anyway I just say get away from me You ain't a sicker rapper nah I'm crazily Insane with lyrics and spray flames in every place Ill make myself athousand enemys But the others haven't found me he he But I will get somewere just you wait An ill mind is a mind of dopeness mate Ill Minded a mind of mine that's sick Time by time I grow slightly insane with it Then I become more powerful just like super sonic Then one day ill be a lyrical profit 2x