Timmy - TNTBS lyrics

[Spoken Word: Opening] I'd Walk Five Miles Just To Record With Them Vet Boys I Mean It Didn't Matter, I Was Still A Cool, Calm, & Collect Boy A Kid In Distress but Didn't Stress Cause I Was Next Boy I Knew If I Kept Working, I'd Have A New Check board Everything My Brain Says, My Heart Contradicts It & Ever Since I Was 8 Years Old My Coach Had Predicted My Soul Would Be Convicted From Music That's So Addictin My Dysmorphic Conditions Would Create A Conflict On If My Friends Are Here For Me Or For My Future In Music I Put A Limit On Who I Could Trust So My Surroundings Had Restrictions My Brain Resisted Having Pain Inflicted Not Knowing The Result Of Having Thoughts Evicted You Handpicked Your Decisions But The Devil Took Your Fingers & Pricked It Making You Pessimistic So Bad Thoughts In Your Head Would Forever Be Depicted That's Real sh** Atleast I Can Know With You……..It's As Real As Real Gets The Circumference of my circle, always shortened by the circumcision Insight on one thing, music in my tunnel vision Too much suspicion on who to trust, I'm tired of the indecision Me, Myself, & I always has and will be the coalition I'm just tryna set the tone But every time I make it right, they just take it wrong man And I know I'm trying to right my wrongs But it's funny them same wrongs help me write the songs man [Intro] The Things I Say, Make Her Think That I'm In Love With Her The Way I'm f**in' Her, You Would Think That I'm Cuffin' Her I Keep On Touchin' Her, I'm Lusting For Some Life p**y Comes At High Price, I Am Such A Loyal Customer I Never Put My Trust In Her (That Will Not Suffice) Please Don't Call Me By My Governor (It's Bonkers Get It Right) Recognize Who You f**in' With Don't Try Me On No s**er sh** And When You Mix The Lean Use Sprite As A Supplement [Free Verse] All These Dark Shades Got Me Looking Like I'm Neo They Hate Me For My Attitude, They Treat Me Like I'm T.O Livin' In The House Of Hades, We Like Leo & Calypso She Telling Me She Throwed, But I Gave Her The Placebo The Things We Do For p**y, Man I Came In Through Her Window No Time For Playing Games, Gave Me Brain For The Intro By The Time The Hook Came In, I Changed, Up The Tempo Put Her…Face In The Pillow Then Split Her Right Down The Middle Girl I Was Tryna Get Closer To Your Lips Not The Ones By Your Nose, The Ones Closer To Your Hips The Same Two Fingers Used To Loosen Up Her Grip The Same Two I Said Peace With, Then Proceeded To Dip I Stayed In My Lane, Made Her Think That I'm Whipped Now I'm Whippin' Wood Grain, I'm The Same As A Pimp But You Know Karma Start Swarming Bad Dreams Serve As A Fair Warning Start Off My Morning With Some OJ & A Gla** Of The Gin I Wake Up 10 After 6, Throw On My Jacket Of Skin Pray To God, Forgive Me For Sins That May Happen Again Any L I Take, I'm Rolling Up & Smokin' Em In But Then Some n***a In School Who Was Acting A Fool He Pulled Out The Tool, & Put It Right In My Face He Tell Me Take Off My Jewels, I Started Losing My Cool And Never Got To See If TNT My Blow Up Tape Like Bang, Blew Out A n***a Brain, With A Beretta Got Dang, Berry Was A Cool Little Fella But Insane, Them n***as Run Game If You Let Em Every n***a Ain't A King But Got A Thing For Coretta Put A Noose On My Chain, & Watch It Hang From The Head Up Let It Swang Just To Symbolize I Changed For The Better But Still Incognito, Lips Blacker Than A Widow Then You Start To Check Your Ego Cause smoking all that green make you see low, Better get it together But I rather see you get high then staying under the weather About the girl of your dreams, who you swear do not exist And the ones you thought was, don't want a n***a like this Elements you don't consist, you asked God to enlist None were given; guess some things God can't even a**ist you with I wish you didn't care, but some things we can't resist Say she love me but I know that it doesn't coexist Never call me, never text me, but they say that I am missed That's why I never listen to em, put they comments in a mist I continue to ask myself, where is she when I need her We don't talk when we apart, so it's awkward when I see her Man f** It, I Just Get So Tired Of The Bullsh** Look Me In My Eyes, See I'm Tired Of The Bullsh** I Swear I'm Just So Tired Of The Bullsh** Man Sometimes, I Just Get Tired Of The Bullsh** That's Why I'm Getting Throwed For The Bullsh** Dirty Sprite Sippin', How I Cope With The Bullsh** Sometimes I Mope Cause It's Sad When Your Folks Don't Give Their Blessings So You Forced To Elope With The Bullsh** Got Me Feeling Soaked In The Bullsh** All A n***a Ever Had Was Hope & That's Bullsh** Sometimes I Mope Cause It's Sad When Your Folks Don't Give Their Blessing So You Forced To Elope With That Bullsh**