Time Again - TV Static lyrics

I'm a split personality, who am I today? As I think about the words and the sh** that I say And where do I go as I follow my feet So clouded are my thoughts I can barely speak Oh I'm lost in a world, the static on my mind As I'm reachin' out for that bottle of wine Oh I take two shots, I'm ready to go I feel like a shotgun ready to blow The TV's on but all I see is static Black and white and there's nothing on I said the TV's on but all I see is static Black and white and there's nothing on Now I get hit like a right cross to the jaw You wouldn't believe the things that I saw It's a movie life of the worst kind It's a permanent nightmare in my mind And all these people that we cross paths Hold on tight and wait for it to pa** My mind blurs and it's all gone I wake up sick to another dawn The TV's on but all I see is static Black and white and there's nothing on I said the TV's on but all I see is static Black and white and there's nothing on There's nothing on