Tilde Break - The Sun lyrics

[Verse 1] I can't believe I fall for everything that's laid in front of me Always second guessing my own heart And just trying to breathe through my anxieties In the morning when the light burns down and I can't seem to find A real reason to fight the pain that's built up inside Sometimes I don't know why I try [Pre-Chorus 1] I am always on my knees Begging for anyone who's listening to come and rescue me [Chorus] I'm a ship that's going down How can I swim when I'm so weighed down by my doubts? Hope is lost, it can't be found Lying awake, I'm always up until I see the sun 'til I see the sun, I see the sun I see the sun [Verse 2] I've spent many years just thinking, wishing I could disappear From existence and leave no trace that I was ever here I know the change would not be clear [Pre-Chorus 2] I am always on my knees Begging for anyone who's listening to come and rescue me I am aways crying "please" Just waiting for the universe to finally set me free [Chorus] [Bridge] Don't tell me everything is gonna be alright I've told myself that lie a thousand times when I'm awake at night And I try to breathe but I'm so tired and my lungs are so heavy Waves of drowning loneliness crash all over me [Chorus]