Thought Chamber - Recoil lyrics

In recoil I reflect upon The madness I saw there And yet our reasons justified; Of that I am aware I'm drained but I must carry on And live with dignity And put this memory far behind As homeward we retreat In recoil I reflect upon The inhumanity Their poisoned minds; Their tortured pride; Their cold hostility I sense the smell of victory; But now it's not so sweet I am living; I am one; But now my heart won't beat In recoil I reflect upon The way things used to be A time of endless innocence; A time of purity I sense the smell of victory; But now it's not so sweet I am living; I am one; But I can barely breathe...