Thomas Djossou - Relocation lyrics

[Verse 1] This is what I think about when the door's closed Room full of mirrors, I sit on the floor Contemplating my reflection under every angle Too many feelings I can't handle They bounce on the wall and come back to haunt me Don't know how I'm still smiling, this ain't even funny but believe me After so much time spent in a room full of your flaws It grows on you and you just get used to it So bright outside, you can't help but notice how little you shine Smiling much, I use my every flaws as a disguise I came to the conclusion by being foolish on purpose No one can tell when you self-deprecate, you're being serious [Hook] This is what I think about when the door's closed Empty gold ballroom and all my demons dancing Thunderstorm and rain pouring, can't we all dance to it Nobody wants to come around, why put a fence to it When the door's closed (I can see it all with clarity) x4 [Verse 2] I feel some type of way about myself right now My goals hang to the ceiling, and I feel the box expanding In a way, every time I jump I miss and fall harder You don't get credit for trying, why try at all The mirrors converge, diverge and they distort my image That was a metaphor for my own eyes, in case you didn't get it Pressurizing the room with my own negative energy Wish I could break the walls and let it all out People won't say a thing about you until you fall out Damn, I can see the light with the clarity I know where I am, where I'm going, not what's in between How can I raise my self-esteem with no make-believes? How do they do it? Are they born with it? Is it Maybelline Man I've got too little motivation for too many dreams I can see what's outside, but I can't find the door knob If I said I love myself would that make me a fraud? [Hook]