Thief Club - My Heavy lyrics

HEY! Do you remember me? I used to have a dream, a path, a way to see it through at least that's what you sold me, so who do I believe, when it's business but the business is dying well Faster than you could dig your grave, You made the same mistake that everybody else has made Never did I need to, but I still believed you when you said that this would be the only way And I know: I can be angry, aggravating, I can be so hard on myself I can be stubborn, I can be selfish and I'll never ask for help I'd be lying if I said I've got my sh** all figured out This is my heavy, this is my everything HEY! I've had better days but I've gotta face what's been coming my way stop blaming everybody else but me handle the worst with some positivity cuz that's not what this is all about I need to find a way I can dig myself out take back the bones that were buried in doubt and write a song just to tell you how it felt I can be angry, aggravating, I can be so hard on myself I can be stubborn, I can be selfish and I never ask for help I'd be lying if I said I've got my sh** all figured out This is my heavy This is my everything now I can be faithless, so damn jaded, so frustrated, filled with doubt Stressed and hating how I f**ed this up and I'll never live it down but I'm honest, constant, faithful and I'll that's where I'll beat you out This is my heavy This is my everything Don't let 'em bring you down I've found a way to break us out of this machine trust me, if you want this then be the means Face yourself, your fear, your doubt There's no time to waste because the world won't wait for you I can be angry, aggravating, I can be so hard on myself I can be stubborn, I can be selfish but god, I really need your help I'd be lying if I said that I could do this by myself This is my heavy This is my everything now I can be faithless, so damn jaded, so frustrated, filled with doubt Stressed and hating how I f**ed this up and I'll never live it down but I'm honest, constant, faithful and I'll never let you down This is my heavy This is my everything