They Came Burning - Watching Your Childhood Heroes Die lyrics

What have I done to deserve this? I've gone about this all wrong I found myself I'm afraid all that I touch I will f** up I've found myself face down just trying to catch my breath Anxiety consumes my everything My everything, everything, everything And everything seems to get to me And I'm trying my hardest to let it Well, if I this time I spill my blood Will it be enough to fill my lungs again And will it be enough to carry me? Cause I'm tired of watching my dreams die My dreams die