Thelonious Martin - They Don't Know Love lyrics

I guess Im a guest Here more or less But no ones impressed If nothings expressed Strapped with a vest And my heart in my chest Don't know about the rest But there's no time to rest They wish me the best But it's really 2nd best At best say it side ways *and under their breath Like the last breath ,bless the dead While the living pressed ahead With that pressure in their head Pleasure strait ahead Just wait a little more Trying to keep count My account is over drawn Getting comfortable With my own discomfort Numb can't feel The hunger pains in my stomach King of the losers Reign from the top Where they rock like medusa Pop like bazookas Plans that include us Useful to users Dice rolling deuces That move means we move up That ain't shock on my face Denying my denial Trying like a trial by fire Tying my patience like a liar Crying like a child Flying in and out of violence Conscious of grim thoughts Rolling till the rims fall off And gravity fails And we all fall off And we all saw GOD We were caught off guard We were always so sure We said that's so odd They try and relate With a half hearted effort Still do by best work When every step hurts No pills and booze Confused by fugazi's The fools and the crazies Been fooling me lately Just me and the feeling A mind saying deal with it The owner of a lonely heart Cause i forgot to feel with it Looking for the medicine man Not peddling grams But the petals of plants To settle my rants I told them hold up hold up They told me slow up slow up I told them hold up hold up They played the 1st man 2nd hand like theyre old s*uts s*ut Pimp style when they rolled up up It's like they know no love