Thelonious Martin - Talking To Myself lyrics

[Intro: 2Pac] I'm the religion that to me is the realest religion there is. I believe in God. I try to pray to God every night unless I pa** out.And...to me religion, my idea of religion is this, I think that if you...I learned this is jail cause I talked to every God there was in jail. I think that if you take one of the O's out of good it's God and if you add a D to evil it's the Devil. I think some cool motherf**er sat down a long time ago and said let's figure out a way that we can control motherf**ers and that's what they came up with, the bible [Verse 1: MΔR$] Another sleepless night where I reach to write or I reach for mics Tryna clear my mind, it keeps me at a decent height, recent flights Staying high above my lows like if I hold my goals tight Or spoke right then I could change yo life This whole night rehearsing for the better Rehearsing for the cheddar whether the weather gets better Or not, I'm grindin' while you stay cubic I'll be diamonds Timing is everything the limelight is my alignment And I'm out for dead presidents to represent me A message indefinitely through all the records I bleed In hopes that someone can relate or maybe feel my pain Like if I put the gun to my head then they'd feel in in there brain Call me insane, sh**, I've been called worse I've been ostracized by n***as I would go to the dirt for It hurts more when it's from n***as that you was cool with From n***as you grew up with to n***as you went to school with But f** it, sh**, it's just me, myself and I So when I die and ascend to the sky there's no one by my side That's if I make it to heaven anyway I'm heaven sent, hell bound but I could go any day But I wanna believe that God exists so bad But it's so sad when I look up and no one talks back I mean, sh**, I know this man is living But I can't be the only one that questions his existence...f** [Outro: 2Pac] Trust me this is what's real and all that other sh** is to control you. If the churches took half the money that they was making and gave it back to the community we'd be alright. If they take half the buildings that they use to praise God and gave it to motherf**ers who need God we'd be alright. It's homeless people out here. Why ain't God letting them stay there? Why these n***as got gold ceilings and sh**?! Why God need gold ceilings?!