TheAffrowPro - Transcension lyrics

[Verse 1: Psycho Pat] Welcome to your worst nightmare where no one fights fair Where everyone pretends to like you but don't actually care So every night before bed make a couple prayers I'm warning you n***a life's full of despair I used to do sh** now all I do is sit and stare At the foot of some stairs no one stays here with me Nearly suicidal to a certain degree up at three with no where to be and nothing to see Browse the H double T P to find ways to OD Get called a f*ggot because I am op I've got nothing to live for so why do i live All my friends are off at college leaving me rived Stopped eatin and got so thin you could play the Rugrats theme song right on my ribs They say that everyday's a great day and to make the best of it Everyday's the same day and its suicide i wish to commit Knit my own sweater just to find out its unfit Probably cause its blood stained from my sloppily cut wrists Horribly un-confident speaking with impediment my soul feels like its sediment I leave all my sh**ty problems here to ferment My times spent jerking off and writing vignettes Been sick longa than the list of sh** that I regret I avoid love cuz its like playing Russian roulette Memory like an elephant uhhhh I never forget (Wait, scratch that) [Interlude: Tyler, the Creator & Domo Genesis] [Verse 2: Mellon Collie] And in these moments is where I wish I could that I could speak But it seems that I am underwater and I cannot breathe But it seems that I am underwater and I cannot sleep But it seems that I am underwater and I cannot eat Screaming for help is practically useless Clueless, d**h by overbearing pride, hubris Lupus on my skin in the shape of Lupus Pull my head from the sink only to find the sky moonless Stare into a blank mirror to watch myself go toothless I'm ruthless, a real motherf**ing nuisance Excuse my sh**ty jokes and Dolly Parton my rude a** I decompress my matters to form some new ma** Shoot a couple n***as to score some quick hash And its swords they clash, while its teeth I gnash Swerving in a rocket and into a building I crash Before I crash I dash and smash My face into the pavement Immediately surrounded by n***as seeking payment Told them hounding f**ers its all hid in the basement They left me beaten half to d**h feeling complacent Which is why I went ahead and left the basement flamin' f**