The Xcerts - Cool Ethan lyrics

We used to talk, we used to love each other but our connection died So we lay on beds in a hospital without correct d** to make our souls touch again I am a ghost, I am nowehere yeah I am doomed Yes it's hard to hear but you swear it's the truth So I don't agree; my friends my hope my love They say that I'm "above this so don't worry boy 'cos we are proud of you, yeah no matter what." Oh oh, oh oh I'll understand what it takes to be a better friend and man And I just can't fall asleep; you are the drug I need Oh my history won't let me go, 'cos I'm exactly where I was 3 years ago This cut is wide open And you dive right in to the heart of the bleed So I bide my time as you devour my insides 'cos I lost my guts when I was a boy I am ill, I am lost yeah I am doomed Yes it's hard to hear cos I know it's the truth So I have to agree my friends my hope my love they say that I'm above this so don't worry boy, 'cos we are proud of you, yeah no matter what Oh oh, oh oh I'll understand what it takes to be a better friend and man Oh oh, Oh oh Pictures are scarred by loss and failure I think I can perfect the art And I just can't fall asleep; you are the drug I need And my history won't let me go, 'cos I'm exactly where I was 3 years ago I'm exactly where I was 3 years ago Sing for, sing for the light we know that Exists at the bottom of your lost soul You've got to dig it out and fight your demons too I know it's hard but it's something you have to do Well I'll sleep well now, knowing my heart it won't ache for you