I was up again awake at half past four My own ghost was lying there He said you better find a way or change your mind I'm not going anywhere So I wrote until the dawn could make him leave Yet it could be worse 'Cause it seems that the one thing you love the most Can be your biggest curse Now I remember all that we've been through But when I see you this all feels like new If just for a little while You were by me when I didn't want to sleep To rest my head Now you're better off just cluttering my floor Than in my bed I'm ashamed of all the things I do at night Makes me sick in the morning When all my inhibitions go to waste To parade without warning Now I remember all that we've been through But when I see you this all feels like new Now I remember all that we've been through But if I touched you this could feel like new If just for a little while