In the cold of the night When its hard and dark and lonely The weight in my heart lets me know I'm not the only Girl that struggles like me, and I'm tryin' to succeed When the monkey on my back is makin' it hard to breath Sometimes real is what you got Don't be scared of what your not Im tryin' to be Nothing but just me Sometimes I can't see The forest for all the trees I finally wake, swimmin' to the surface Man I'm gettin' nervous, all this stress aint worth it I'm lookin' around I'm lost and I'm found If I can then I will when it's time to take my big girl pill My big girl pill gives me a thrill Just when I thought I lost my will It goes down harder but I lift up I'm washing it down with a half full cup