The Teenage Runaways - Overboard lyrics

My self inflicted mutilation is causing mutation, I'm changing into a monster, The worst one your imagination could possibly conjure, The me you know is beginning to wander, over yonder, I can't see myself in the mirror, My vision is set to blur, and it's not getting any clearer, The fog won't evaporate, no matter how much I fray, I'm starting to disappear, I'm starting to fade away, The stress of everything weighs me down, like an anchor, Mayday! Mayday! I'm a sinking ship, That's how I felt when you kissed my lips, I'm drinking all the water and my lungs are screaming, This ocean is dark and teeming, I've fallen overboard, Into the unexplored, I need air, But I can't seem to find it anywhere, Maybe I don't want to breathe, I'm most likely stinking of despair, I've almost hit rock bottom, I'm walking on the stairway to heaven, I never thought it'd look like this, Coated with seaweed and fish piss, this isn't bliss, The steps are broken and rotten, I'm bloated and forgotten, I'm drowning in my own ocean of tears, I'm living through one of my greatest fears, Help me, I can't see, I can only feel, Someone needs to reel me in, Put your hook in my mouth, My heart needs to be quenched from it's drouth, My body needs to resurface, At times you would think I did this on purpose, Well, maybe it was because I am worthless, All I need right now is a furnace, That would be the best purchase, Because my body is cold to the core, I can't take this no more, Hopefully I come ashore, But for now, I'm off to sea