When she grins at me with her mezmerizing smile I just stand there and look at it for a while She's pure beauty I don't see how I can even be enough for her, my eyes are too droopy and my thoughts are too gloomy She isn't the most lively person either but I don't want to drag her down with me I love her to an unbelievable degree If I had anything to my name I'd give it up so she could be free I'd do anything to make her happy I want to be with her forever But I'm clever enough to know that we'll never last When we split I guess I'll just have to reflect upon past memories to cheer me up when I'm feeling down Cause how else am I supposed to cheer up if you aren't around? She's all I have and all I've ever wanted I love her whole heartedly, no other girl will do She's the ultimate break through and I know she'll always come through for me cause I'd do the same Whenever we fight I take the blame, because I don't want to shame her Even when she's gone I'll still be stuck on the thought of her like glue Her scent is heavenly I'll love her endlessly Whenever she leaves I miss her terribly Call me clingy but I just want to make sure she's safe If she's ever in danger, let me a**ure you that I'll be the one to save her Any work that she has, trust me I'll do all the labor Don't take it personal if I tell you that she is the only person I favor I'll always cater to her every need Even if she were to cut me open and watch me bleed I'd look at her and told her that she has succeeded I guess I needed to be maltreated anyways, I guess I'll leave the incisions untreated to please you I guess blue isn't as distinct as red I have now bled for you but would you do the same? Yeah? Prove it before I lose it Shred me into pieces and pick me up one by one Liter me all around and in the long run retrace your steps and see if I can be found as a whole If you can't find me yourself then call a patrol squad Isn't it odd how you lose things that you love? She always hurts me but I stay even though she does me dirty So dispose of all your pain through a needle that's inserted in my vein How could you dispose of me in the most inhumaine way? You chained me to rugged terrain and left me with only the memories contained within my brain Drain me of everything please, you can't just leave me here to fade away I'm going insane... what happened to promising me that you'd stay? I can't bare to hear you say goodbye I crossed my heart, I hoped to die, but your needle was already in my eye If I think about you for one more second I honestly think I will cry I told you I loved you to d**h and now I can't die Immortality couldn't have come at a worse time It's basically a crime because you've been stolen from me You disappeared without a single trace I know I've been replaced It's a shame that I can't let you go It's such a hard blow to know that I have to undergo so much heart break I'm experiencing so much ache that I might not be able to take it Am I awake? Or is this all one big night mare? Because if it is, I've had my share of scares It must be something in the air Please spare me because if I endure much more I might have a heart attack Someone please take me back to reality Cause I can't seem to come back on my own This has seem to put an abnormality toward my mentality If she really has thrown me away like I am nothing then I'd be more than happy to be honest and say that my mind has been blown But I should've known that everything isn't set in stone