The Teenage Runaways - 5:10 am lyrics

5:10 am Not who I say I am My heart has been broken by my own battering ram Scattered across the sky, piece by piece, part by part I've made the stars, they are ours They glow gleaming colors of red and carnation The constellations are of my creation Expressing my fixation for you Never knew I had that in me Hurt the one I love, casually and carefree I just blew it off, thought "what difference does it make?" For Christ sakes I'm such an idiot Watched the clock tick down to the very last minute Reached the time limit 5:05 am Took in all your feelings like they were nothing f**ed you over when you were loyal and loving But baby, believe me, I was just adjusting Got open wounds that were left untreated History repeated, should've confessed Now we're both depressed Victims of theft Entirely emptied, even left undressed Shared our scars, fought our fueds, we've both been a bit abused Traveled to Mars, exited earth, I've seen all sides to you But who I am, I can't hide any longer Telling you this will make me shine stronger Maybe after concluding this cycle, we'll both be intact We're different, but baby opposites attract What's true, you've got no clue But I'm kneeling at your feet for forgiveness Going to hell, I've got God as my witness Being me is bad enough Just end my misery I'm insane My brain has become corrupt, infiltrated with some sort of sickness The thickness of my saliva is making it hard to swallow Pretty soon I'll choke on the thoughts that follow The realization of no tomorrow I'm living on borrowed time 4:59 am Trapped in my mind, I'm a mime The wind blows all around but my chime doesn't make a sound We used to feel free but now we're bound Disregarded in the lost and found A wounded hound howling at the soon to come moon Because the sun was sealed away in a tomb I'm barely hanging on You're the pro and I'm the con You're for show and I'm a try on Orbit around these asteroids We sit here all year, we're unemloyed The space between us is an everlasting void Vastness is surpa**ing expectations All I can ever think about is our past relation Superior star of the solar system, yet the most alone At last my light shone through your stone-like exterior But when you tried to get nearer you became parched by the proximity You erupted in flames What a shame Now you hide in my shadow Never knew I was so shallow Tired and tainted with toxicity Throwing up the poisionous words that made me queazy Losing you isn't easy But it's the price I've got to pay I learned it the hard way, nobody ever stays