The Swear - January lyrics

You stand there calm and beautiful You never understood You stand there calm and beautiful Like I never could So I didn't think it would come to this You're the one I missed the one I missed In the making up of making out I forget what I missed forget what I The only time I feel alive Is the rush of these threats and the rush of these lies But I don't believe in suicide No I don't believe You stand there stare down at me You never understood I lie I cheat I lie I steal Like you never could So I didn't think it would come to this I'm the one you missed the one you missed I'm making up our making out And I think you love it I think you The only time I feel alive Is the rush of these threats and the rush of these lies But I don't believe in suicide No I don't believe in suicide I wish you would take away Every breath every word every line I say It's a pretty undercurrent Don't look now you're right The only time I feel alive Is the rush of these threats and the rush of these lies But I don't believe in suicide No I don't believe in suicide