[verse 1] I don't feel right sometimes like I can't get outta bed Think thoughts of yesterday they go twirlin 'round in your head Cause what you got is what I need Nothing to gain from all this goddamn company I need that extra time and I just can't get outta bed Here comes where the dreams are draggin' on Tryna keep a headstrong Leaders of cash force Tryin' to live again I just need to hear the symphony Try to keep my head strong Tryna keep my face from falling off Tryin' to live again [hook] It's not easy when you're living in the free world It's not easy when your life is on the ground Drinking outta be a nuisance stimulation Everybody needs just a little c**aine c-c-c-c-c**aine Some days feel like a tuck when you just can't get outta bed The coffee's on the pot but it just won't ease your head I need to feel the city lights I need to feel my engine burn throughout the night Like in the oh sick room And you just can't finish your bed Looking for my only enemy My mind's on vacation Someone in my dream is dead to me Try to run a bid My endorphins will be penalized Right up until midnight Serotonin hold tight Try to make amends [hook] (so I found sun) [hook]