The Silence - End Of January: A Suite lyrics

A chemical imbalance confused laptop junky living off my mistakes Not anymore (HA) I'm super star now and nothing can k** me except maybe you Tear me apart and breathe the insides now Taste all perfection insidious la deity On-off, on-off switch of skin and bone-light You made me and now you want to destroy me Trapped inside this heart shaped box a gift from me to you Filled with the solace and the love I lost the days of end, of January Blame it on the sun, blame it on my pain, testify the blood that only I can see Does it k** you to sit outside and speak? Does it taste good to know that I am weak? I can see so clearly now... Sinking like a drowning child the water is too deep As you take my hand, would you let me sink? Blame it on the sun, blame it on my pain, testify the blood that only i can see... Does it k** you to sit outside and speak? Does it taste good to know that I am weak? I can see so clearly now... Lost for sometime now, on and on diseased I found the music box she threw away and the dying rose that never sleeps As it played for me its song of apathy as the love spewed out the innocence I lost the only thing that meant to me, to me, So look at me I have lost everything, look at me I have lost everything