The Road to Milestone - Dead Weight lyrics

I been lying, I been trying to find it here I need a reason and I know the season will bring a new fear Do I fall near (do I fall near) All the time spent in that basement Asking questions I knew I would regret, but love and d**h laid to rest just a means to forget If there's ever a thing you need you can come to me (you can come to me) When you're memories look like dreams I'll sing you back to sleep, I'll sing you to sleep Let it go, it's getting harder to see into your eyes And I know I've been trying to visualize my life in my hands is this my best plan Holding your breath can make it hard to breath I know it's obvious But just try to remind me If I'm not waiting for who's gonna fight this and lose Then I'll never get out I'm finding my way back to you I feel broke, like I'm pulling the good days off of the shelf You need more then time To fill a grave you've made yourself I found your words buried in the sand I tried to save them but they fell right through my hands I could have walked away and let you stay the same But broken silence is you're all familiar Game you'll be blame for just trying to rescue Empty words never heard that just want to forget you Holding your breath can make it hard to breath I know it's obvious But just try to remind me If I'm not waiting for who's gonna fight this and loose Then I'll never get out I'm finding my way back to you I know it's over by the look on your face I know it don't hurt but I've learned to embrace this place it's, it's hard to run When you already feel this far gone