The Provenance - At The Barricades lyrics

So it's a fact now What should have been flooded The best years of my life down the drain So I'm on the bed I hate the heart for pumping Things will never be the same Wish I was dead and no one cared Wish I was dead and that I cared Off to fight despair Truthfully I really should have been aware I clench my fist So I bite down hard, I won't go out like this Yes, you'll find me there at the barricades I'll see you at the barricades Meet you there at the barricades So I'm at the front I hate my heart for pumping Things will always be the same It always ends like this Always has and always will You're all the same Wish I was dead and no one cared Wish I was dead and that I cared Wish you were dead and no one cared Wish you were dead and that I cared I'll see you at the barricades Meet you there at the barricades