Well I've been waiting in the back just wondering how To make this begin But under weight of d** and alcohol That have rendered me defenseless You'll call me worthless I know I'm worth this And I've been waiting all along Someday I'll ride this out of here Where baby, I'll show you how I won't miss home at all There's a man in the bar who looks up to you Even though he is like half your age He's never gonna know what you're going through Or what it must be like to have to shoulder all the weight On a daily basis We put up, we put out, we put in the time The clock is running out, you gotta do it now I have much in mind for what's in store But first I gotta complete this phrase It's like that man once said "You gotta hit the ground running or you'll fall, Before things ever go your way" So now I'm standing in the back just learning how To keep this going But under weight of d** and alcohol That have rendered me defenseless Don't call me worthless I've gotta have purpose And I've been waiting all along Someday I'll ride this out of here Where baby, I'll show you how I won't miss home at all The woman in the dark that you're plowing through Is just another flawless perk of the trade So many men that I have known are abusing you Because this is the way you paint yourself on canvas, babe What an awful price to pay This is not what I've been looking for Still it's how I'm gonna spend my days Since I can't count my sins I'll cover them up like I know they don't exist Still I will not be ashamed Wait... Besides this awful purpose That I tend to show some days I only have the best intentions So I will not be afraid... Afraid of what they'll say There's no more waiting in the back cause I've figured out A way to begin And under weight of d** and alcohol Is exactly where we wanna be You can call me worthless I know my purpose And I've been ready all along To ride my calling outta here Where baby, I'll show you how I won't How I won't miss How I won't miss home at all