The Panics - Ruins lyrics

I'm close enough to know you're near but not enough to make it real have I become like all the others here a ruin in the deepest of all fears before I had a chance to look you went and turned your back for good don't act as if it's understood when it only takes one look at the crater where we once stood I don't know what we will become I just know that I'm not the one yeah I know that I'm not the one that you're looking for I hope that I can go without someone else will have to guide you now that can only break a spirit down guided by a goal you never found somewhere in the back looms a kitchen that's become her own tomb on the wall I watch the shadow of her figure floating 'round the room 'til she hits the lights and is gone from view I don't know what we will become I just know that I'm not the one yeah I know that I'm not the one that you're looking for yeah I know that I'm not the one that you're looking for