The New York Room - In Spite of Everything lyrics

anguish is near so close with me here and I have nowhere to run and nowhere to hide so just let me lie here by your side but before I sleep before I escape please heed my demand and just hold my hand just for awhile I hope you dont mind but I have nowhere to go and I cant decide so paint me a smile as I close my eyes but before I sleep take leave of my grief so just one last time I will take what is mine