The New Amsterdams - Drunk or Dead lyrics

Little did I know it then The pictures on the heads of pins Be easier than living is Easier to watch you die Lost what little luck was left It's not enough to pay the rent Not enough to force repentance Not enough to make you pray And don't tell me 'bout the sins of man I've felt the sting of God's right hand I find him after school in bed I don't know if he's drunk or dead A slow but steady breath means Live to wreck another day It's terrible to cross my mind That I should do him in this time And I could find a better life Become a burden on the state You can't run when it's all you know You'll just have to wait to go And you can't hurt me 'cause I've been true Your horrid life caught up to you But I got bruises that you can't see If there's a God, take Him from me