The Murderburgers - My Staple Diet Of Rice, Vitamins, & Paink**ers lyrics

I've been dreaming about unlocked doors I try to stop the handle every time it moves It's always me that's on the other side And I'm never doing so well I've been waking up in panic every two hours Then getting up to turn the extractor fan on It's the only thing that I can do to stop replaying all the sh** you said That sounded way too familiar You said that life stopped being fun last year And now you're not convinced that it ever was You said you've lost interest in everything And that you just can't pinpoint the cause I said trust me, I can sympathize I keep shutting down and I don't know why And every time I step out the front door It seems like it's always dark outside It's always dark outside I just need 19 pence for Paracetamol and a pound for soluble vitamins So that I can convince myself I'm alright You just need as little sleep as I've had over the past few weeks to realize that There's gotta be something more Than waking up freezing cold And only thawing out To go stand in the snow Trying to ignore That same sense of dread Whilst letting smiles from strangers Cut you to shreds Then spending nights at home waiting for your family to die Telling yourself you're sick Until it's no longer a lie Trying not to think about nooses Trying not to think about chairs Trying to find time in between To remind yourself that there's still a world outside Even though it's pitch black And someday winter might end Someday summer might come back And even though we're cursed, for better or worse Someday this will all be over