Yeah I don't even know why I'm behind the door, why I'm behind the door And I don't even know for sure How I do anything I'm looking at the floor, I'm looking at the floor But I don't care much anymore I'm looking out behind the curtains And frowning out behind my smile Yeah this is how I pa** the time Will I go anywhere I do not rightly know, do you think I should know Since I don't even think I'll go I'm laying here in my own bile I'm gonna be here for a while Yeah this is how I pa** the time Do you feel awful I'd never know it I'm never there Wait here is my secret why I don't know well I don't care