The Movielife - Up To Me lyrics

you did it before and youll do it again wasting all the time i spent you cut off your nose to spite your face and everything's such a daze 'cause youre not focused and i know i know that my feelings will show wish it went back to the way it was but i know it cant be im running on empty, im runnin on empty remember what it meant to me its up to me, i realize now i guess its up to me, and ill win somehow i guess its up to.... youre absent and i know it and its time to let me show it i just wish you were the same i guess its up to me and i know (lets go) changing faces and fading fast the way that you always have the piece of mind that felt like home is battered and broken and old and sometimes things, they pa** you by and thats why im wondering why the easiest thing is to be weak and youre lazy so youll stay that way