The Maine - My Best Habit lyrics

To begin I'm not sorry For myself, or any part of me I won't beg on your pardon You see You know I'm not a human One part anxiety, using Two parts naivety Just to keep sane I'm a bitter little pill to swallow I'm a little bit of letdown, my My feet are hard to follow (My best habit's letting you down) Am I making any sense? I don't know I'm a little bit of letdown, my My feet are mine to follow You don't get to decide If you were waiting on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down And if you're searching for a sure thing, nice dream Something like a machine Then my best habit's letting you down To you I don't exist, ain't what you're lookin' for Good thing I don't exist for you at all anymore So if you're waiting on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down Now we're back to the matter Well if it's average you're after Or ordinary, you'll have to move on See without me, I'm not myself And if I'm not me, then I am Everyone else and then who would be John? I'm a bitter little pill to swallow I'm a little bit of letdown, my My feet are hard to follow (My best habit's letting you down) Am I making any sense? I don't know I'm a little bit of letdown, my My feet are mine to follow You don't get to decide If you were waiting on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down And if you're searching for a sure thing, nice dream Something like a machine Then my best habit's letting you down To you I don't exist, ain't what you're lookin' for Good thing I don't exist for you at all anymore So if you're waiting on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down As a single tear falls to the ground For the people that we are not now If you're not you you're everyone else Who are you, who are you now? Burned our teenage years down to the ground Oh the hand on the clock's wearing out If you're not you you're everyone else Who are you, who are you? If you were waiting on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down If you were waiting on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down And if you're searching for a sure thing, nice dream Something like a machine Then my best habit's letting you down To you I don't exist, ain't what you're lookin' for Good thing I don't exist for you at all anymore So if you're waiting on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down