I heard you call my name Now it's not the same When I hear your voice Half way across the country Yeah, yeah! Locked up in the van You'll never understand Th manic that builds This hole inside me I have got responsibilities You have got them too I'm trying but what am I supposed to do Every time I drift off in your blue eyes Thinking about the angels voice on the phone Get that sinking feeling I'm never going home Sometimes I let myself get so down I can barely hold my head up to say I'm alive and well And I'm coming home someday I'm on the outside Looking in at what you said to me Your words soft spoken in a dream Another night alone I saw your face you smiled at me Just an illusion it may seem Get it out of my head So I'm stranded here There's so much more to fear But I know it will be over someday Everytime I think about your soft smile Dreaming about the girl I needed to see Feel a bit uneasy Dark is upon me Sometimes I let myself be afraid If the next days going to fall Then I tell myself it's okay Time has come to call I'm on the outside Looking in at what you said to me Your words soft spoken in a dream Another night alone I saw your face You smiled at me Just an illusion it may seem Get it out of my head