The Lulls in Traffic - Winding Ivy lyrics

[Verse 1] I spent a long time alone So your companionship feels like home to me Infatuated with your glimmer I guess you could say you've grown on me Or over me, above me, lovely But I look at you, I feel ugly But content knowing I have you and can grasp you Even if I don't understand you So I make the most of it 'Cause I'm tired of making the least of it And even though your leaves can get a bit tight And I'm learning to seed myself Always with you And as the seasons get colder lately It's no longer an issue You embrace You're not even gone yet, but I miss you Could you save me? I found you darker than the sky above But brighter than what my love could shine through And you're leaving me alone After kissing me blindly After holding me tightly And when your beauty faded out What was left to choke me out here but this winding ivy? And when the night falls you'll come back to me Wrap your arms around my wasted body And kiss the back of my sunburnt shoulder While you grew stronger, I just grew older Soon you'll whisper you're sorry And you miss me, darling And I'll let you be I'll let your love lay over me I found you darker than the sky above But brighter than what my love could shine through And you're leaving me alone After kissing me blindly After holding me tightly And when your beauty faded out What was left to choke me out here but this winding ivy?