The Lawrence Arms - Spit Shining sh** lyrics

I was awake, dreaming about sleeping And my mistakes and how I keep 'em So close to me, so that I'll never, never forget I can't get anywhere Shedding tears over these bottles Celebrating my life at the bottom Of the barrel of a barrel so rotten And I've forgotten what this like before I started stopping f** this, f** this, I'm out, I'm out Of bullsh** to cry about You can pa** these f** you's around I'll be dead and gone when this sh** hits the ground Tell me why, why, why, why, why I even tried, tried, tried tonight I should just let it die 'Cause I'm so tired of waiting for this sh** to shine I was asleep, dreaming about palm trees Then I woke up to lonely city streets I heard the voices echoed in the back rooms And I had to run around the corner to the barstools Where I was shedding tears over these bottles Celebrating my life at the bottom Of the barrel of a barrel so rotten And I've forgotten How to light this fire I've forgotten how to tow this wire I've forgotten What this was like before I started stopping Tell me why, why, why, why, why Do I even try, try, try tonight? I should probably let it die And I'm tired of waiting for this sh** to shine I am tired of waiting I am tired of waiting This is my life, this is my time It's time to take it This is my life, this is my time This is my life, this is my time This is my life, this is my time Time, time, time, time, time