The Lady Of Rage - Confessions lyrics

Make a joyful noise unto the lord, all ye lame Serve the lord with gladness Come before his presence with singin Know, ye that the lord is one It is he that has made us, not we ourselves We are his people [Bells begin to ring; wind blows] In the sheep of his pasture Enter, enter, enter, enter Enter, enter, enter, enter Enter *Music starts* Robin, Robin, Robin Robin, Robin, pray Robin, Robin, Robin Robin, Robin, pray Robin, Robin, Robin Robin, Robin, pray [Verse 1:] Forgive me God, for I have forsaken thee I'm not gonna say that it's the devil that's makin me Do what I do, the things that I've done Just because I'm young, and it's all for fun I never really thought about the consequences But ever since Eazy died, I said "Now Ima listen" Yay, though I walk through the valleys of d**h I open my eyes, they droppin like flies, my last breath Might get snatched, taken, broke down I'm shaken Shaken by that sh** that's breakin Down your nervous system So, if you're nervous listen Kissin cousins die by the dozens Because I like good lovin will I burn in a oven Fiery furnace Cause sometimes the yearn gets Tempting so I yield into temptation Intoxication mixed with fornication Face the nation, face the revelation the ending Will I be caught up in the rapture Or will I be left behind because what I'm caught up in got me captured Amazin Grace, could save a wretch like me But a wretch like me feels that Hell is already my destiny (Why?) Because I messed with He (Who?),him He who sends them The demons I see em schemin amongst my dreamin They tell me he awaits suddenly I awake I got a funny feelin it wont be long before He Takes my soul that was the deal all for ma** appeal Dollar dollar bill, now my fate seems sealed The nails in the coffin, he's coughin, I'm lookin Through my iris To see if he's got the virus Paranoia starts to sink in Deranged thoughts start to blink in And out of my mind playin tricks on me Sufferin with suicidal tendencies, since ten plus three On bended knee I ask what's intended for me cause I can't cope Some tellin me I ain't sh**, some tellin me I ain't got no hope Confessions of a young girl stressin Sittin alone sweatin, burnin cigarettes into my flesh Not knowin where I'm going, Can't understand why I came I can't stand the rain, so I'm self inflictin pain Gotta get a grip Gotta hold on a little tighter to the end of this rope, before I slip Into insanity Lost within calamity Forgive me for I know not what I do but what I've done I confess with my tongue To you He who created heaven and earth, but still I'm still confused I don't know what to do Is there some way that you Could just clear my visions Can't see you with false prophets and religions But I'm driven to find the force that keeps me livin But ifn'I might be mistaken They tell me I'll be held accountable and fried like bacon But wait, when I didn't ask to come here Why is this all unclear I can't understand, it all seems unfair They tell me not to question God, but the question is Will I make it to live another day cause times gettin hard So you tell me to believe, have the faith of a mustard seed Ask and I shall receive And you're all I need Indeed, this may be true I'm tryin to find my link to you But, for all the things I do, I might not even make it through Because we're all born in sin, so nine times out of ten We're all gonna die in sin, same thing all over again But, I don't wanna fry God, I don't even wanna die So many tears I cry, so many years I try I know I've done wrong I know I sing the same ole song But truly I seek a righteous way, that'll lead me to be strong In spirit and mind, body and soul Deliver me from evil make me whole God take control Before it's too late, before you turn me over to a reprobate mind Before you cast me in a lake of fire with my kind Of sinners, for I am a sinner, I confess I pray you forgive me and do bless My soul to the very end This I ask God forgive me [Outro: B.G.O.T.I. singing, Lady of Rage talking] Amen A-Men Amen A-Men Amen A-Men Amen A-Men Hey God, can you hear me? Can you see me? I can see heaven there Let me see, what's wrong with me Hey God, come take a walk with me Hey God, come have a talk with me Hey God